Hasfi: My Side

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Monday, October 27, 2008 10:18 PM

Happenings

Been playing footy for two straight days.. Actually thought of playing again after school tmr but man.. I'd be exchausted by Wednesday and school starts at 8 that day! Hah can't afford to get sick again uh. Yesterday was kinda whack uh cause i planned for footy which was supposed to start at 3.30pm. Reached the field at 3.30 sharp. At 5pm, there's only me Sofy & Arsyad. Wtf. The rest either cancelled at the last minute or can't play. Lucky this dude Devan came down and brought along 5 of his friends. Soulyh joined later on so it was 5 vs 5. The game was alright la. Scored a goal and Sofy scored another 2. Today was much better though. Alot more peeps and also played against the Myanmmar dudes who always play there too. Had fun today.

Ok enough bout footy.. I get complains writing too much bout it. Haha. Anyway, school already reopened for the new semester.. First week of school was okay i guess. It's great to see my friends at school again. I'm feeling alright at school but my condition is pretty inconsistent i gotta say. I need to have this self-belief and lots of positive thinking to pull it through each day. Most important a good sleep each night.

Btw, i need to start having my lunch breaks at school again.. been acting like some rich guy eating at pizza hut one day and then at bbq chicken the other day wif my classmates last week. Its fun but i can't afford eating at those places frequently. hahk.

Aniwae, I got 'Understanding Theatre' for my CDS this sem.. It's pretty fun. There's no lectures juz tutorials. And it's at some staff lounge. The peeps in my class are pretty cool too and there are peeps i already knew. One girl frm my Times job, her bf and also my old friend Farahyn. We did some Yoga thing at first warming up our body and then our vocals. Did some acting later on and it was fun. really enjoyable.. Kinda looking forward for the next lesson.

Timetable this sem is not bad i thought.. No school every Friday! woo hoo! Juz that my friend Aki have a very different timetable this time round cause he got a different elective.. So it kinda suck not having him in the same class.

And ya.. I'm not gonna get a licence any soon i guess since turning 18.. My bro told me he wanted to give his bike to me if i passed my motorcycle licence some time ago but now he said he's gonna sell it cause of some reasons. Argg dammit. Oh well i still don't mind taking the bus and all.. I won't get my own vehicle even if I got my licence unless i work for it. I know it's cool and very convenient if u have one. But my house is pretty near to school anyway. and takin the public transport is good for the environment! hah so there's no rush. In fact, i'm thinking of skateboarding to school.. haha. Been years since i last skateboard.. Seeing a grp of dudes playin made me wanna play again. But i got no friends who skates. Oh well.

Ok enough words, it's time for the pics to do the talking.. And i got a whole bunch of them. heh.

18th October 2008

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Ustaz Ipin.. Hehe.

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Laughing their asses off watching this

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20th October 2008

22th October 2008

a moustache on him and they will look the same!

Long post huh.. One long one so that i dun have to post another any soon. hahk.

Hasfi, out!

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Sunday, October 19, 2008 2:35 PM

Dissapointed

i've been working on fixing my damn self this whole holiday and things seem to be going well.. untill yesterday. dammit. friday was great cause i juz felt great and like my normal self. i was really excited for raya wif my pals. but that friday night i juz couldn't sleep and i dun bloody know why. maybe i got too excited.. argh i woke up yesterday feeling like i didn't sleep much. maybe i didn't even wake up frm a sleep, cause i felt that my mind was awake the whole night. i just continued gettin ready cause it's gonna be a happy day and i thought i shd juz go as planned. but throughout the day that feeling where i feel like my body was there but not my mind came back.. my mind feel exchausted.. wif lots of headaches. it's a pretty hard feeling to explain. this feeling would make all my confidence go downhill. i know things can get much worse as before. i was really dissapointed at myself yesterday. missed all the fun yesterday.

after clearing everything after my friends came i went to bed instantly and i juz dozed off. as if i was knocked out. i got a good sleep that i really needed and woke up kinda late today. i feel better but i still feel like i owe this body a couple of hours of sleep more to get my bloody self functioning like how i shd again.

i mustn't let this problem bring me down again. school's opening really really soon.. tmr to be exact! i've had so much dissapointments cause of not taking care of myself.. i rmbred when i was wif my ex. things changed so much between us cause of bloody me. she got tired of this shitty me and i thought it was time to let her go though my feelings for her has always been the same. how can i take care of someone else when i can't even take care of myself.

it's juz so dissapointing thinking bout all those things. i know i could have been someone much more.

it's time i got back, it's time i got back
and i don't even know how i got off the track..

Hasfi, out..

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008 6:23 PM

Raya 08'

1st October 2008

First day of raya was pretty busy I gotta say since it was held at my house. I got a pretty big family so that means there's gonna be people in every single corner of my house.. hah. My mum and eldest bro really worked hard to whipped up the dishes to fill our tummy and man.. I really think they did a great job. And hey i helped out too okay.. Cleaning the house and buying stuffs..

The atmosphere was great! Standard uh with the small kids running around and the mak ciks pak ciks talking and laughing loudly.. haha. Kecoh but hey it's Hari Raya what can i say.. During the later part of the day, my mum and 1st bro stayed back at home to entertain the guests while the rest of my fam went to visit my relatives from my dad's side.

Anyways, collection this year didn't go that well i gotta to say.. haha. Ni uh lehman brothers nye psl. Sejak kluar dari arsenal.. Business down man.. hah i'm crappin..

So here's some pics from the first day of raya..

Food!

Desserts

Sis & I

Chef working hard

He said he was cleaning his mouth..

I didn't fart ok

Adik sedares

Siblings n cousins
12th October 2008

My aunt and uncle from Brunei came down so my relatives decided to have a family gathering at a restaurant.. One of my aunts organizes the whole thing complete with activities and stuff.. There's karaoke sessions, dancing and more performed by my relatives.. hahk.. it was great to see my uncle and aunties loosing up themselves and have fun. And holy shit, i won a lucky draw which is a fossil sunglass worth $195! haha awesome but i didn't like the design but heck. Everyone had a great time that day.. Plus the food was great!

Duet

Dancing uncle

Great to see my grandma laugh

Cousins

Go home time

The Bujangs
OK so that's that bout Raya wif my family.. We also went for our jalan raya the weekend before wif a rented bus for those without vehicles but i dun have any pics for that day.. Meeting my relatives really was great since I don't meet them that much during normal days. And by the way, the lads and co are gonna have our Jalan Raya this Saturday.. Really hope it's gonna be enjoyable..

Till next time, Hasfi out!